(Really, he was perfectly content to stand a respectful distance away, and here she is, just pulling him along. For a brief moment, he wonders if she ever did the same thing to Edelgard but he's distracted by the little details in the room.
He takes the book, his hands dropping just slightly at the weight. It's heavier than he expected it to be. It reminds him of some of the older or more valuable books with their thick and ornate covers and he can only assume this is what it is. But why would something like that be wrapped up? Usually, it would be displayed proudly for others to look at...
But once he unwraps it, it becomes clear. He was right. It is one of those thick and ornate covers. He didn't expect it to be this though and all he can manage is a quiet, )
Isn't it just? I thought you would feel that way. Look at the little deer at the bottom. Aren't they sweet?
[ She can see the awe in his face and hear it in his voice. Dorothea knows just by his reaction that he understands, without even having to open it, why she might not want to wave this book around outside. The church itself didn't have the best history with Almyra, and the lacquered cover is distinctly not of Fodlan. ]
Anyway, don't just look at the cover. Open it. The illustrations are amazing.
[ Ever the polite host, Dorothea pulls the chair away from her desk and offers it to Claude before taking a seat on the edge of her bed. She's eager to see more of his reaction as he takes in the illuminated pages covered in flowing script that spills across the pages. He surely has some inkling of just how valuable the small volume is, of the sheer number of man hours required in the production of the paper, the lettering, the illustrations, the binding. It's an older book, as well, so the age undoubtedly adds value. ]
This book is one of my treasures from my time in the Mittelfrank. We did a show a few years back that was inspired in parts by an Almyran legend, so the company bought a number of books from an Almyran merchant to get ideas for the costumes and stage design. I kept this one when I left.
(A beautiful book, old but still in good condition, if not a bit worn. A hard lacquer case covered in gold, a flowering tree with pheasants and deer. He touches the cover to feel the gold emboss against his fingers. He can recognize from the style right away that this isn't a book from Fodlan's collections. This is a book that has traveled far and carefully from across Fodlan's Throat.)
Why do you have this?
(He asks before she can answer before he takes a seat. He holds the book in his hand, still closed, and searches Dorothea for answers she eventually shares.
It makes sense when she explains it like that. He's not unfamiliar with the idea that stories have traveled across borders, mixing and melding with the local lore and becoming something else. He knows the story of the peasant and his three wishes to make a princess fall in love with. He'd laughed when he found a translation of old stories in the Derdriu library and read some of the decisions that had been made in them. Spirits changed to the Goddess and her Saints. Magic and wonder becoming divine miracles.
He takes the seat, holding the book in his lap, and opens it, turning each page carefully. Eyes look over the pictures and the writing and he can recognize right away that it's a book of poems. He's careful not to let his eyes linger too long on the words but he's able to tell from a glance who the poet is. Of course, it makes sense that if any book was going to make it into Fodlan, it would be one of Almyra's most famous,)
You must have made his day... (The merchant, that is. There are merchants that come to Fdolan to trade but it's always been understood that unless they had a particular buyer ready, they would always struggle and would never make as much as they would in other nations.
He stops at one page, a scene depicting some village girls gathered around a well. They draw water and sing with the birds while their flock of sheep gathers around them. It's such a simple, domestic scene; completely different from the paintings he's more likely to see in Fodlan depicting the warriors on mounts looking terrifying. ) Did he tell you what it was?
(He turns the page again, this one showing a man with a bow hiding among the bushes as he watches a doe at spring, the moon shining onto it.
His brow furrows as he makes out some faded writing in the margins of the page; a direct translation of the writing. He flips through a few more pages and can spot the same notes here and there. Someone has tried to translate what's in the book; usually the more famous poems. While not accurate, he can still feel their effort and he can't help but be endeared. He wonders who the amateur translator was. )
... I think we have the same book in Derdriu. (Not a lie. They do. It's one of his own books that he'd brought with him,) The cover is different but I recognize some of the pictures.
Poetry, he said. There are even a few pages where someone wrote translations directly on the parchment, but I wish they hadn't. This book is a piece of art, why mar it like that? Even so, I do wish I knew what they said. The merchant didn't have time to translate them all, of course, and I imagine some subtleties can't carry over from one language to the other.
[ Dorothea watches Claude's face as he flips through the pages. It's a fascinating exercise, trying to gauge what he must be feeling even as he works to cultivate his expression. She's noticed that he does this through their interactions, not only with her but with everyone he talks to.
When he mentions the copy in Derdriu, she perks up a little and leans in with interest. ]
Do you really? Has anyone bothered to translate that copy or is it like mine?
(It's not that he disagrees. If anything, he agrees with her. Why write on the pages when the book itself is a work of art? It's certainly much more valuable than his own copy. He can appreciate the effort though, as amateur as it is. Someone, somewhere, had been interested for one reason or another.)
A long time ago, it wasn't uncommon for the Almyrans and Leicester territories to correspond with one another. Their letters would be translated by people who studied both languages. Obviously, things have changed since then.
(The only time the two nations interact these days is to fight and you won't catch anyone in Leicester studying Almyran without a special interest. It's slightly different in Almyra, where some still study Fodlan's language, especially in the western towns, but there are more popular alternatives. It's more advantageous to study the language of a country you actually have trade and friendly relations with. Only soldiers really study Fodlani these days if only to understand their enemy.)
But we still have resources from back then. Language books, copies of old treaties... and some popular literature. Some of them were translated at the time; others, over the years.
(Old documents, written in classical script and he wonders how many people would even understand the Fodlani translations these days.
He turns the pages, finding one poem with its faded, barely legible translation in the margin. The poem itself, simple, easy enough to pretend that he can recall without knowing how to read,)
"You are my soul And without my soul, I know not how to live.
You are my eyes And without you, I cannot see.
You are my words And when you are gone, I am silent."
(Another page, carefully chosen, not too long, something he can pretend to recognize from the collections in Derdriu's libraries,)
"If you had to go far off, Why did you come to be close to me?
The clouds don't go away, nor do they make rains I have washed the floor with tears for you."
(As he recites, he lights up, the way one does when talking about something they're passionate about. The same way Ignatz feels confident talking about the saints and art or how Hilda suddenly becomes interested when talking about dancing or making crafts. How many people would have imagined Claude von Riegan would be a poet? )
And these are just some of the ones we know. Imagine what else is written on these pages? What else could be said between us if we tried to understand?
(Words begin to spill without restraint and when he looks up from the pages to meet her eyes, they're bright, clear, and intelligent. For just a moment, it's a side of himself that he doesn't really show; the real him.)
Instead of being content with what we know--or rather, what we think we know-- we could learn so much more. We could grow, change... we could be so much more than what everyone thinks we have to be.
[ Dorothea falls silent as Claude speaks, listening, taking in the words of the poems and the way they roll off his tongue. When she'd transferred over from the Black Eagles, this wasn't what she'd been expecting, if she was honest. Claude was a schemer, it was said--someone who (mildly) poisoned other people as part of his wildly elaborate schemes.
But that isn't him, is it? That isn't the whole picture. He's like her book: a beautiful cover, full of words she can't understand--yet--a poem to be interpreted verse by verse. What would their classmates think if they could see him now, reciting poetry? Maybe it wouldn't have done anything for them, but for her, it's enthralling.
Dorothea leans in, eager for the next line. I have washed the floor with tears for you. She watches his eyes as he recites the words, taking in the rhythm of the couplets. They don't rhyme but it would be easy enough to change up the wording a little. Music didn't always have to rhyme, anyway--the emotion behind the words was what was most important.
And, oh, what emotions he's revealing to her now. He's excited, enthusiastic in a way she hasn't yet seen, yearning for a gentler and more understanding world--a world where people could be friends across arbitrary borders; a world where the language you spoke wasn't an impassable barrier.
Maybe even a world where it didn't matter if you were a common-born girl without a crest.
When he looks up at her, a warm pink blush has bloomed across Dorothea's cheeks and the bridge of her nose. She knows it, too, can feel the heat in her face. Her eyes widen just a touch, and she sits up straighter, playing it cool like she isn't hanging on his every word. ]
I think that sounds like the kind of thing I'd like to see.
(He is a schemer but there's always been more to him than that. There's always more if you're willing to give someone a chance and really get to know them. And well... most people don't try.
He's lit up, something still welling inside him and spilling from his lips. )
And you will.
(He says it certainly, with absolution. This is a promise and something what the other nobles might call a goal or a vision; the sort of thing every noble should have to better the lives of those under them. He isn't the only noble at Garreg Mach with a vision. Dimitri has one. Edelgard, too. He can see it in the way they regard each other every time they meet. What that vision is? He isn't sure and he doesn't know if he'll ever really know depending on the paths they take but...
... It might be nice, he thinks, if they could work together.)
You'll see. Everyone will. It won't happen overnight or even in a few... but just look at Garreg Mach. Nobles are taking classes with commoners. You took classes with a princess from Brigid! The Blue Lions have someone from Duscur. Cyril's from Almyra and he's been studying with us for the last couple of months.
Look at us. (An Almyran and a Fodlander.) An heir and a singer, talking about books and music together. We wouldn't be here if we didn't give each other a chance.
(If they hadn't reached out to each other at the dance. Ah, he's beginning to calm down now that the tide of words and emotions has come and gone. Everything seems to catch up and he closes his mouth and looks back at the book in his lap. No, he definitely didn't see the way Dorothea was looking at him. She was really listening, wasn't she? For just a moment... she'd really seen him.
(And if he's honest, that's frightening.)
Calmer,)
I still have a lot to learn. I need to become stronger... and I need to meet more people... but soon, we'll leave Garreg Mach. (They'll graduate. Their time at Garreg Mach is almost over. ) I'll go back to Leicester and I'll make it happen.
(And he looks up again, grinning that trademark smile of his,)
You should come to see me some time. Get a front-row seat to everything.
[ It isn’t an unusual request by any stretch of the imagination. They’re friends now, aren’t they? So it makes sense that she would visit him at his home in the beautiful city of Derdriu if he truly believes what he claims to about equality and the like.
Even so, it’s a little surprising to be so plainly asked like that. What would the archduke say? Lorenz still looks down his nose at her occasionally—would the Leicester nobility even know what to do with a girl who openly aspired to the levels of upward mobility that she did?
She can do more than just visit Derdriu, can’t she? She’s from Enbarr but she isn’t tied down there, after all. She got her start at the Mittelfrank but the whole world is her stage. There are goals of her own that she still has to achieve, to find and settle down with someone who will cherish her all the days of her life being the foremost and also the most challenging of them.
Maybe today she’s taken a step towards making that goal a reality without even intending to. Just maybe. ]
Of course I’ll come visit. You absolutely have to show me the sights around Derdriu while you aren’t busy revolutionizing the world. Or… I could even help you, y’know—give you a commoner’s perspective on things.
[ Maybe it would be good for her, too, to get out of the Empire. Sure, the Alliance has its own roster of unsavory nobles, but they claim to do things in a more egalitarian way there, don’t they? She could thrive there, far away from the street corners and back alleys that had served as the setting of her childhood traumas. ]
Hah! Derdriu doesn't need me to show anything off.
(He can say that warmly and with pride. It's true! He'll never forget the first time he laid eyes on Derdriu. He'd arrived in the earliest morning hours when it was still dark. The city was sparkling, lights reflecting on the water, and making it look like it was floating. It was different from where he'd grown up before. He'd been mesmerized. This was where he was going to live? He'd never felt so lucky before.)
But since you asked... (He's clearly teasing, his voice trailing cheerily,) I can give you the grand tour. Though, it might be a bit... unconventional.
(Of course. Would anyone expect anything else from Claude? No doubt, he would show her something unexpected. It isn't like Claude to do things as expected.
Her offer to share perspective though? He immediately looks thoughtful, considering the offer very seriously before replying,)
I'd like that. In fact, I'm looking forward to it.
[ Some small part of Dorothea wishes she could be proud of Enbarr in the way that Claude is clearly proud of Derdriu, but she's seen too many of its dark and dingy corners. Perhaps that's a point of pride, in its own way--she'd haunted those streets and survived--but no, not the same kind of pride as his. She's proud of the Mittelfrank, but again, that isn't quite the same. Maybe one day she'll live somewhere that elicits the same emotion.
When Claude agrees to show her around the aquatic city, Dorothea shoots him one of her most brilliant smiles. ]
I'd be disappointed if any tour you give is a conventional one. I fully expect you to show me all the fun little nooks and crannies that a tourist would never find. I can't wait.
[ His interest in her opinions is pleasing, too, making her grin even wider.
They chat a bit longer, until Dorothea realizes the position of the sun has shifted enough in the sky to have changed the tone of the lighting in her room. The dinner bell will be ringing soon. ]
Oh, goodness, look how long I've kept you. I don't mean to monopolize your time. I know how busy you are.
[ The book is still in his hands, though, and when she looks at the way he's so carefully holding it, she waves her hands once in a small gesture. ]
Do you want to borrow it? I know how much you love books so I'm sure you'd take care of it.
Oh, a tourist would never find these places. That's why you need a friendly local to guide you.
(A tourist would never find the little coffee shop in the market, hidden behind all of the stalls selling cloth and tapestries. A tourist would never know the tavern by the sea actually has a private room with a perfect view of the canals. But then again, most of the Derdriu natives were unaware of these places, too. In the end, it all came down to the special circles you ran into, the people you spoke to, and who was willing to share their secrets or brag to anyone who would listen...
He doesn't notice the time and he looks out at the window at the lowering sun. Ah.)
Right, I still have to speak to Cyril.
(Cyril. One of their newest members. Who would have thought an Almyran would be welcomed into the Golden Deer of all houses, right? It was no secret that Claude had a special interest in the younger boy, too. It was just too bad that Cyril, in turn, seemed to want nothing to do with him.
What he doesn't expect, however, is for Dorothea to offer her book to him. He looks surprised for a moment and then lets out a laugh,)
Are you sure? I mean... this is your secret treasure. And you're really trusting me?
(He's teasing. Of course, by now, he's aware that there are quite a few people who trust him for one reason or another. For all of his schemes and all of his secrets, he was reliable when it mattered most. In a few months, he'd established himself as a worthy leader to his classmates.
He feels like he knows her answer though and he looks down at the book,)
... I wonder if Cyril would know any of these.
(Or if he would even care. Sometimes he wonders if it's really worth trying to get Cyril to care about his-- no, their-- homeland again. Every time he tries to bring it up, he only seems to get more irritated.)
Some secret treasures are meant to be shared with people who know how to appreciate them.
[ No, she didn't intend for that to sound as incredibly suggestive as it did, but here they are. Dorothea laughs and shakes her head, though she sighs at Claude's comment about Cyril. ]
Sad to say, but Cyril seems like the kind of person who wouldn't have any interest in poetry unless Lady Rhea told him he should have it. I wish he wasn't so devoted to her, but I suppose he's still very young. When I was his age, there wasn't much I wouldn't have done for Manuela if she'd asked, so I understand where he's coming from. Maybe he'll grow out of it.
[ Or maybe he'll become one more zealot in the church's ranks. She'd rather not see that happen to him, but in the end it's up to Cyril to choose what path he takes. Maybe being part of the Golden Deer class can be a positive influence on his outlook. ]
Oh, or maybe if we got Lysithea to introduce him to it. He seems to have a soft spot for her, don't you think?
(The other meaning isn't lost on him. He knows how it sounds and he gives her a smile, playful and probably more flirty than he meant for it to come off as considering the situation. Really, it's times like this for just a moment he wonders...
No, he can't let himself get distracted. He bottles up the thought and puts it away for another time. He's not oblivious or naive in the way some of the others can be. Maybe someday he'll be able to squeeze something like romance into his careful plans but that day isn't now.
Maybe that's why he's so interested in Cyril and Lysithea's budding relationship. The two had certainly hit it off well and she was helping him with his studies so he could keep up even with those that had been in the class far longer than him. )
Rhea's his world. (It's no secret and there's something not quite cold but cool in the way he speaks about her,a) And Rhea doesn't want any of this in Fodlan.
(This book from outside Fodlan is forbidden and it's because Rhea refuses to allow it. Shes' the one who could change all of these things but it's the church that still influences their politics and relations. If he wanted his dreams to come true, he would have to work beyond reforming just Leicester. All of his work there would mean nothing as long as Rhea was in the way and he'll have to find a way to change things.)
But you might be onto something. (Cyril's fondness for Lysithea was obvious to him and he found it cute and endearing.) We'll just have to... create some opportunities for it to come up.
[ Claude declines to keep up the thread of flirtation in their conversation, which is a little disappointing, but there's no use in forcing it. Yes, she can admit she likes him: he's cute and smart and ambitious, even if he tries to hide so much of himself. It's fine; there will be time to test the waters again later. ]
Yes, Rhea seems to inspire a great deal of devotion, for some reason. [ Spoken in that same cool tone that Claude employed. It's obvious that Dorothea holds no love for the church, or those who helm it, given that the crest system they enforce so dogmatically is the cause of all of her life's worst traumas. That isn't the subject of their conversation, though, and she's happy too leave it an unspoken truth until she feels ready to tell him about that part of her history.
She leans in a little at the prospect of "creating" opportunities for a conversation between Cyril and Lysithea, her face lighting up. ]
I'll have you know, I'm an excellent matchmaker. I have a sense for these things. How are we going to do it? Arrange little tea dates for them...? No, no, I can hardly imagine Cyril sitting still long enough to really enjoy a proper tea service. Maybe a picnic instead, outside the monastery so he doesn't feel as pressured to do work.
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He takes the book, his hands dropping just slightly at the weight. It's heavier than he expected it to be. It reminds him of some of the older or more valuable books with their thick and ornate covers and he can only assume this is what it is. But why would something like that be wrapped up? Usually, it would be displayed proudly for others to look at...
But once he unwraps it, it becomes clear. He was right. It is one of those thick and ornate covers. He didn't expect it to be this though and all he can manage is a quiet, )
It's beautiful.
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[ She can see the awe in his face and hear it in his voice. Dorothea knows just by his reaction that he understands, without even having to open it, why she might not want to wave this book around outside. The church itself didn't have the best history with Almyra, and the lacquered cover is distinctly not of Fodlan. ]
Anyway, don't just look at the cover. Open it. The illustrations are amazing.
[ Ever the polite host, Dorothea pulls the chair away from her desk and offers it to Claude before taking a seat on the edge of her bed. She's eager to see more of his reaction as he takes in the illuminated pages covered in flowing script that spills across the pages. He surely has some inkling of just how valuable the small volume is, of the sheer number of man hours required in the production of the paper, the lettering, the illustrations, the binding. It's an older book, as well, so the age undoubtedly adds value. ]
This book is one of my treasures from my time in the Mittelfrank. We did a show a few years back that was inspired in parts by an Almyran legend, so the company bought a number of books from an Almyran merchant to get ideas for the costumes and stage design. I kept this one when I left.
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Why do you have this?
(He asks before she can answer before he takes a seat. He holds the book in his hand, still closed, and searches Dorothea for answers she eventually shares.
It makes sense when she explains it like that. He's not unfamiliar with the idea that stories have traveled across borders, mixing and melding with the local lore and becoming something else. He knows the story of the peasant and his three wishes to make a princess fall in love with. He'd laughed when he found a translation of old stories in the Derdriu library and read some of the decisions that had been made in them. Spirits changed to the Goddess and her Saints. Magic and wonder becoming divine miracles.
He takes the seat, holding the book in his lap, and opens it, turning each page carefully. Eyes look over the pictures and the writing and he can recognize right away that it's a book of poems. He's careful not to let his eyes linger too long on the words but he's able to tell from a glance who the poet is. Of course, it makes sense that if any book was going to make it into Fodlan, it would be one of Almyra's most famous,)
You must have made his day... (The merchant, that is. There are merchants that come to Fdolan to trade but it's always been understood that unless they had a particular buyer ready, they would always struggle and would never make as much as they would in other nations.
He stops at one page, a scene depicting some village girls gathered around a well. They draw water and sing with the birds while their flock of sheep gathers around them. It's such a simple, domestic scene; completely different from the paintings he's more likely to see in Fodlan depicting the warriors on mounts looking terrifying. ) Did he tell you what it was?
(He turns the page again, this one showing a man with a bow hiding among the bushes as he watches a doe at spring, the moon shining onto it.
His brow furrows as he makes out some faded writing in the margins of the page; a direct translation of the writing. He flips through a few more pages and can spot the same notes here and there. Someone has tried to translate what's in the book; usually the more famous poems. While not accurate, he can still feel their effort and he can't help but be endeared. He wonders who the amateur translator was. )
... I think we have the same book in Derdriu. (Not a lie. They do. It's one of his own books that he'd brought with him,) The cover is different but I recognize some of the pictures.
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[ Dorothea watches Claude's face as he flips through the pages. It's a fascinating exercise, trying to gauge what he must be feeling even as he works to cultivate his expression. She's noticed that he does this through their interactions, not only with her but with everyone he talks to.
When he mentions the copy in Derdriu, she perks up a little and leans in with interest. ]
Do you really? Has anyone bothered to translate that copy or is it like mine?
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(It's not that he disagrees. If anything, he agrees with her. Why write on the pages when the book itself is a work of art? It's certainly much more valuable than his own copy. He can appreciate the effort though, as amateur as it is. Someone, somewhere, had been interested for one reason or another.)
A long time ago, it wasn't uncommon for the Almyrans and Leicester territories to correspond with one another. Their letters would be translated by people who studied both languages. Obviously, things have changed since then.
(The only time the two nations interact these days is to fight and you won't catch anyone in Leicester studying Almyran without a special interest. It's slightly different in Almyra, where some still study Fodlan's language, especially in the western towns, but there are more popular alternatives. It's more advantageous to study the language of a country you actually have trade and friendly relations with. Only soldiers really study Fodlani these days if only to understand their enemy.)
But we still have resources from back then. Language books, copies of old treaties... and some popular literature. Some of them were translated at the time; others, over the years.
(Old documents, written in classical script and he wonders how many people would even understand the Fodlani translations these days.
He turns the pages, finding one poem with its faded, barely legible translation in the margin. The poem itself, simple, easy enough to pretend that he can recall without knowing how to read,)
"You are my soul
And without my soul,
I know not how to live.
You are my eyes
And without you,
I cannot see.
You are my words
And when you are gone,
I am silent."
(Another page, carefully chosen, not too long, something he can pretend to recognize from the collections in Derdriu's libraries,)
"If you had to go far off,
Why did you come to be close to me?
The clouds don't go away, nor do they make rains
I have washed the floor with tears for you."
(As he recites, he lights up, the way one does when talking about something they're passionate about. The same way Ignatz feels confident talking about the saints and art or how Hilda suddenly becomes interested when talking about dancing or making crafts. How many people would have imagined Claude von Riegan would be a poet? )
And these are just some of the ones we know. Imagine what else is written on these pages? What else could be said between us if we tried to understand?
(Words begin to spill without restraint and when he looks up from the pages to meet her eyes, they're bright, clear, and intelligent. For just a moment, it's a side of himself that he doesn't really show; the real him.)
Instead of being content with what we know--or rather, what we think we know-- we could learn so much more. We could grow, change... we could be so much more than what everyone thinks we have to be.
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But that isn't him, is it? That isn't the whole picture. He's like her book: a beautiful cover, full of words she can't understand--yet--a poem to be interpreted verse by verse. What would their classmates think if they could see him now, reciting poetry? Maybe it wouldn't have done anything for them, but for her, it's enthralling.
Dorothea leans in, eager for the next line. I have washed the floor with tears for you. She watches his eyes as he recites the words, taking in the rhythm of the couplets. They don't rhyme but it would be easy enough to change up the wording a little. Music didn't always have to rhyme, anyway--the emotion behind the words was what was most important.
And, oh, what emotions he's revealing to her now. He's excited, enthusiastic in a way she hasn't yet seen, yearning for a gentler and more understanding world--a world where people could be friends across arbitrary borders; a world where the language you spoke wasn't an impassable barrier.
Maybe even a world where it didn't matter if you were a common-born girl without a crest.
When he looks up at her, a warm pink blush has bloomed across Dorothea's cheeks and the bridge of her nose. She knows it, too, can feel the heat in her face. Her eyes widen just a touch, and she sits up straighter, playing it cool like she isn't hanging on his every word. ]
I think that sounds like the kind of thing I'd like to see.
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He's lit up, something still welling inside him and spilling from his lips. )
And you will.
(He says it certainly, with absolution. This is a promise and something what the other nobles might call a goal or a vision; the sort of thing every noble should have to better the lives of those under them. He isn't the only noble at Garreg Mach with a vision. Dimitri has one. Edelgard, too. He can see it in the way they regard each other every time they meet. What that vision is? He isn't sure and he doesn't know if he'll ever really know depending on the paths they take but...
... It might be nice, he thinks, if they could work together.)
You'll see. Everyone will. It won't happen overnight or even in a few... but just look at Garreg Mach. Nobles are taking classes with commoners. You took classes with a princess from Brigid! The Blue Lions have someone from Duscur. Cyril's from Almyra and he's been studying with us for the last couple of months.
Look at us. (An Almyran and a Fodlander.) An heir and a singer, talking about books and music together. We wouldn't be here if we didn't give each other a chance.
(If they hadn't reached out to each other at the dance. Ah, he's beginning to calm down now that the tide of words and emotions has come and gone. Everything seems to catch up and he closes his mouth and looks back at the book in his lap. No, he definitely didn't see the way Dorothea was looking at him. She was really listening, wasn't she? For just a moment... she'd really seen him.
(And if he's honest, that's frightening.)
Calmer,)
I still have a lot to learn. I need to become stronger... and I need to meet more people... but soon, we'll leave Garreg Mach. (They'll graduate. Their time at Garreg Mach is almost over. ) I'll go back to Leicester and I'll make it happen.
(And he looks up again, grinning that trademark smile of his,)
You should come to see me some time. Get a front-row seat to everything.
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[ It isn’t an unusual request by any stretch of the imagination. They’re friends now, aren’t they? So it makes sense that she would visit him at his home in the beautiful city of Derdriu if he truly believes what he claims to about equality and the like.
Even so, it’s a little surprising to be so plainly asked like that. What would the archduke say? Lorenz still looks down his nose at her occasionally—would the Leicester nobility even know what to do with a girl who openly aspired to the levels of upward mobility that she did?
She can do more than just visit Derdriu, can’t she? She’s from Enbarr but she isn’t tied down there, after all. She got her start at the Mittelfrank but the whole world is her stage. There are goals of her own that she still has to achieve, to find and settle down with someone who will cherish her all the days of her life being the foremost and also the most challenging of them.
Maybe today she’s taken a step towards making that goal a reality without even intending to. Just maybe. ]
Of course I’ll come visit. You absolutely have to show me the sights around Derdriu while you aren’t busy revolutionizing the world. Or… I could even help you, y’know—give you a commoner’s perspective on things.
[ Maybe it would be good for her, too, to get out of the Empire. Sure, the Alliance has its own roster of unsavory nobles, but they claim to do things in a more egalitarian way there, don’t they? She could thrive there, far away from the street corners and back alleys that had served as the setting of her childhood traumas. ]
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(He can say that warmly and with pride. It's true! He'll never forget the first time he laid eyes on Derdriu. He'd arrived in the earliest morning hours when it was still dark. The city was sparkling, lights reflecting on the water, and making it look like it was floating. It was different from where he'd grown up before. He'd been mesmerized. This was where he was going to live? He'd never felt so lucky before.)
But since you asked... (He's clearly teasing, his voice trailing cheerily,) I can give you the grand tour. Though, it might be a bit... unconventional.
(Of course. Would anyone expect anything else from Claude? No doubt, he would show her something unexpected. It isn't like Claude to do things as expected.
Her offer to share perspective though? He immediately looks thoughtful, considering the offer very seriously before replying,)
I'd like that. In fact, I'm looking forward to it.
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When Claude agrees to show her around the aquatic city, Dorothea shoots him one of her most brilliant smiles. ]
I'd be disappointed if any tour you give is a conventional one. I fully expect you to show me all the fun little nooks and crannies that a tourist would never find. I can't wait.
[ His interest in her opinions is pleasing, too, making her grin even wider.
They chat a bit longer, until Dorothea realizes the position of the sun has shifted enough in the sky to have changed the tone of the lighting in her room. The dinner bell will be ringing soon. ]
Oh, goodness, look how long I've kept you. I don't mean to monopolize your time. I know how busy you are.
[ The book is still in his hands, though, and when she looks at the way he's so carefully holding it, she waves her hands once in a small gesture. ]
Do you want to borrow it? I know how much you love books so I'm sure you'd take care of it.
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(A tourist would never find the little coffee shop in the market, hidden behind all of the stalls selling cloth and tapestries. A tourist would never know the tavern by the sea actually has a private room with a perfect view of the canals. But then again, most of the Derdriu natives were unaware of these places, too. In the end, it all came down to the special circles you ran into, the people you spoke to, and who was willing to share their secrets or brag to anyone who would listen...
He doesn't notice the time and he looks out at the window at the lowering sun. Ah.)
Right, I still have to speak to Cyril.
(Cyril. One of their newest members. Who would have thought an Almyran would be welcomed into the Golden Deer of all houses, right? It was no secret that Claude had a special interest in the younger boy, too. It was just too bad that Cyril, in turn, seemed to want nothing to do with him.
What he doesn't expect, however, is for Dorothea to offer her book to him. He looks surprised for a moment and then lets out a laugh,)
Are you sure? I mean... this is your secret treasure. And you're really trusting me?
(He's teasing. Of course, by now, he's aware that there are quite a few people who trust him for one reason or another. For all of his schemes and all of his secrets, he was reliable when it mattered most. In a few months, he'd established himself as a worthy leader to his classmates.
He feels like he knows her answer though and he looks down at the book,)
... I wonder if Cyril would know any of these.
(Or if he would even care. Sometimes he wonders if it's really worth trying to get Cyril to care about his-- no, their-- homeland again. Every time he tries to bring it up, he only seems to get more irritated.)
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[ No, she didn't intend for that to sound as incredibly suggestive as it did, but here they are. Dorothea laughs and shakes her head, though she sighs at Claude's comment about Cyril. ]
Sad to say, but Cyril seems like the kind of person who wouldn't have any interest in poetry unless Lady Rhea told him he should have it. I wish he wasn't so devoted to her, but I suppose he's still very young. When I was his age, there wasn't much I wouldn't have done for Manuela if she'd asked, so I understand where he's coming from. Maybe he'll grow out of it.
[ Or maybe he'll become one more zealot in the church's ranks. She'd rather not see that happen to him, but in the end it's up to Cyril to choose what path he takes. Maybe being part of the Golden Deer class can be a positive influence on his outlook. ]
Oh, or maybe if we got Lysithea to introduce him to it. He seems to have a soft spot for her, don't you think?
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No, he can't let himself get distracted. He bottles up the thought and puts it away for another time. He's not oblivious or naive in the way some of the others can be. Maybe someday he'll be able to squeeze something like romance into his careful plans but that day isn't now.
Maybe that's why he's so interested in Cyril and Lysithea's budding relationship. The two had certainly hit it off well and she was helping him with his studies so he could keep up even with those that had been in the class far longer than him. )
Rhea's his world. (It's no secret and there's something not quite cold but cool in the way he speaks about her,a) And Rhea doesn't want any of this in Fodlan.
(This book from outside Fodlan is forbidden and it's because Rhea refuses to allow it. Shes' the one who could change all of these things but it's the church that still influences their politics and relations. If he wanted his dreams to come true, he would have to work beyond reforming just Leicester. All of his work there would mean nothing as long as Rhea was in the way and he'll have to find a way to change things.)
But you might be onto something. (Cyril's fondness for Lysithea was obvious to him and he found it cute and endearing.) We'll just have to... create some opportunities for it to come up.
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Yes, Rhea seems to inspire a great deal of devotion, for some reason. [ Spoken in that same cool tone that Claude employed. It's obvious that Dorothea holds no love for the church, or those who helm it, given that the crest system they enforce so dogmatically is the cause of all of her life's worst traumas. That isn't the subject of their conversation, though, and she's happy too leave it an unspoken truth until she feels ready to tell him about that part of her history.
She leans in a little at the prospect of "creating" opportunities for a conversation between Cyril and Lysithea, her face lighting up. ]
I'll have you know, I'm an excellent matchmaker. I have a sense for these things. How are we going to do it? Arrange little tea dates for them...? No, no, I can hardly imagine Cyril sitting still long enough to really enjoy a proper tea service. Maybe a picnic instead, outside the monastery so he doesn't feel as pressured to do work.