( So Kashuu hadn't heard anything? He's aware enough to figure out what that means and he grumbles, brushing a hand through his hair and holding his head in his hands. )
It's not real. ( He knows that much and he wonders if he's saying this to explain things to Kashuu or for himself. ) Just ignore it.
( Pretend he never said anything. He feels tense and really, it's the last thing he should be feeling given his injuries. Everything feels sore but he can't possibly relax right now. He's painfully aware of his injuries right now and he grinds his teeth, trying to get through it. )
It's fast.
( The memory. Is it lucky that his worst memory is one of his shortest? It'll pass quickly enough. It doesn't make it any easier and the memory strikes, sudden and violently like the very nature of the memory. He visibly flinches, hands moving to hold his sides, and he seems to curl into himself in response to the memory. It has his blood rushing and he can feel himself getting warmer. )
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It's not real. ( He knows that much and he wonders if he's saying this to explain things to Kashuu or for himself. ) Just ignore it.
( Pretend he never said anything. He feels tense and really, it's the last thing he should be feeling given his injuries. Everything feels sore but he can't possibly relax right now. He's painfully aware of his injuries right now and he grinds his teeth, trying to get through it. )
It's fast.
( The memory. Is it lucky that his worst memory is one of his shortest? It'll pass quickly enough. It doesn't make it any easier and the memory strikes, sudden and violently like the very nature of the memory. He visibly flinches, hands moving to hold his sides, and he seems to curl into himself in response to the memory. It has his blood rushing and he can feel himself getting warmer. )